<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075</id><updated>2012-02-17T00:40:07.978+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Edfliction's home of                                                ♡-300706-♡</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>21</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-4193958897704241978</id><published>2007-07-30T22:34:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-30T22:57:39.229+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Special day, special love. *300706*</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_4yflaCocYFA/Rq37rpfxhNI/AAAAAAAAAAc/bN6zY9u2E3I/s1600-h/Endless+Journey.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_4yflaCocYFA/Rq37rpfxhNI/AAAAAAAAAAc/bN6zY9u2E3I/s320/Endless+Journey.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5093003480917968082" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"&gt;'300706' [07:20pm]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It had been a year. Today is a special day, perhaps the most special day in my life to date.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Following what my heart tells me, i am writing to perhaps jot down my happiness given to me for the past 1 year.&lt;br /&gt;Since knowing you, you have thought me what is love, promise, happiness &amp; joy, as well as sadness.&lt;br /&gt;Don't misunderstood me, for i say this is because, 'you have to experience happiness in order to know what sadness is'.&lt;br /&gt;I've been through a lot with you, as well as you i am sure. We laughed, cried, and share our thoughts together.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"&gt;There were tears of joy, as well as pain.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"&gt;We've gone through a lot together. Just you and me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want to hold you once more, but perhaps that won't ever happen again.&lt;br /&gt;Don't forget the warmth that brought us together.&lt;br /&gt;Don't forget the warmth inside your heart, for i have not, even if it is slowly fading away into a winter fall.&lt;br /&gt;I will make it burn, i will never forget the happiness you brought me, something which i can never ever experience in my entire life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;300706, it still has it's most special meaning, at least a special place in my heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've never want us to be like this, i promise us we'll make it through, this endless journey, just both of us, that we'll get this knot tied. But it's all but just a dream now. Or just a plain simple wish.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Miss you, want you, need you, love you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Happy 1 year anniversary... Babygirl...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've never regretted loving you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;                                                                                                                &lt;br /&gt;                                                                                                              Rachel, 我爱你...&lt;br /&gt;                                                                                                              你一直都是我的 Babygirl ♡&lt;br /&gt;                                                                                                              300707&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-4193958897704241978?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/4193958897704241978/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=4193958897704241978' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/4193958897704241978'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/4193958897704241978'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/special-day-special-love-300706.html' title='Special day, special love. *300706*'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp2.blogger.com/_4yflaCocYFA/Rq37rpfxhNI/AAAAAAAAAAc/bN6zY9u2E3I/s72-c/Endless+Journey.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-289365256455866736</id><published>2007-07-27T00:32:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-27T00:35:17.547+08:00</updated><title type='text'>I need...</title><content type='html'>Daily readings.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;July 27, 2007&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;'The altering of these conditions may result in separation from loved ones, and finding it hard to let go. It may be parents moving to a distant city, a child getting married, loss of an older member of the family, or a divorce. Whatever the circumstances, your domestic and emotional feelings will undergo an intense change'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"&gt;Help me...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-289365256455866736?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/289365256455866736/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=289365256455866736' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/289365256455866736'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/289365256455866736'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/i-need.html' title='I need...'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-6463687286626948696</id><published>2007-07-26T23:42:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-27T00:28:49.531+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Sick and tired.</title><content type='html'>For god knows reason, my father is injured.&lt;br /&gt;Apparently he injured his arm and his leg.&lt;br /&gt;I really do not know what is going on seriously.&lt;br /&gt;Why must all these things happen to me ah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't know how long i can take it anymore.&lt;br /&gt;Everything isn't right.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now i think back, i've actually made a lot of preparations.&lt;br /&gt;Nothing is going to be of use anymore.&lt;br /&gt;It still aches, it aches so much.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Excuse me while i go see what happened.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Or maybe tomorrow.&lt;br /&gt;Get well soon papa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S F***ing joel be grateful you have a understanding girl going after you, you f***er =]&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-6463687286626948696?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/6463687286626948696/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=6463687286626948696' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/6463687286626948696'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/6463687286626948696'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/sick-and-tired.html' title='Sick and tired.'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-6032301946305540513</id><published>2007-07-25T23:35:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-26T00:19:32.152+08:00</updated><title type='text'>It just shows...</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: justify;"&gt;To entertain my f***ing friends, keep say i post songs only.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;Today i write more.&lt;br /&gt;To link with the posts below.&lt;br /&gt;Read.&lt;br /&gt;You will know how i feel, read the fudging lyrics.&lt;br /&gt;How i feel?&lt;br /&gt;'I'm still traumatized.'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_4yflaCocYFA/Rqd3i5fxhLI/AAAAAAAAAAM/VWb01vF6J9w/s1600-h/Red+Rose.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_4yflaCocYFA/Rqd3i5fxhLI/AAAAAAAAAAM/VWb01vF6J9w/s320/Red+Rose.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5091169345198982322" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;A abandoned/left alone/unwanted/whatever you may call it rose.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Imagine if it is you.&lt;br /&gt;I just feel a lot of knives flying towards my back.&lt;br /&gt;So many that i do not know how long i can take them.&lt;br /&gt;Even this shit happened to my friend Wei Lun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't really want to talk much about it.&lt;br /&gt;I've thought about it though.&lt;br /&gt;It just shows how seriously i take this thing.&lt;br /&gt;While some people don't, and think it's fun and nice to screw things up.&lt;br /&gt;Either they are unhappy, jealous, or personal hatred.&lt;br /&gt;I hope heaven forgive you people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;True like how my parents say, you only have 1 chance sometimes,&lt;br /&gt;to make things right, if not, don't regret.&lt;br /&gt;Don't take things for granted.&lt;br /&gt;Listen to those who really care for you.&lt;br /&gt;Cause in the end if you don't, they are not the ones in loss, it's you.&lt;br /&gt;You might not end up losing what you care most, you are losing a family.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What goes around comes around.&lt;br /&gt;I've made a lot of decisions that made me regret.&lt;br /&gt;And i have thought about it much, it just shows how important i am.&lt;br /&gt;How much it matters.&lt;br /&gt;To a point even a simple comment from someone else can turn the whole situation around.&lt;br /&gt;I'm sick.&lt;br /&gt;I'm tired.&lt;br /&gt;I end up losing almost everything of what is left of me.&lt;br /&gt;Of what made me feel that life is really beautiful.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will try to update more regularly.&lt;br /&gt;About my life than songs yeah?&lt;br /&gt;In case some suckers can't read. (Sorry! O:)&lt;br /&gt;I promise.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;'Promise'&lt;br /&gt;Talking about promises.&lt;br /&gt;I have not forgotten.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_4yflaCocYFA/Rqd36JfxhMI/AAAAAAAAAAU/e5nWdW7KGR8/s1600-h/Maldives.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_4yflaCocYFA/Rqd36JfxhMI/AAAAAAAAAAU/e5nWdW7KGR8/s320/Maldives.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5091169744630940866" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;P.S Happy 19th F***ing birthday to my friend Joel.&lt;br /&gt;Might blog a little later. Can't really think now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-6032301946305540513?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/6032301946305540513/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=6032301946305540513' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/6032301946305540513'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/6032301946305540513'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/it-just-shows.html' title='It just shows...'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://bp1.blogger.com/_4yflaCocYFA/Rqd3i5fxhLI/AAAAAAAAAAM/VWb01vF6J9w/s72-c/Red+Rose.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-327188277428151825</id><published>2007-07-25T05:31:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-25T05:35:53.214+08:00</updated><title type='text'>It aches.</title><content type='html'>Can't sleep, it's just terrible.&lt;br /&gt;I can't describe how i'm feeling now.&lt;br /&gt;It's 5AM.&lt;br /&gt;It's haunting me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don't want to think.&lt;br /&gt;Qing Tian by Jay Chou&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object height="350" width="425"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/__2j5QGDyjo"&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/__2j5QGDyjo" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;故事的小黄花&lt;br /&gt;gu shi de xiao huang hua&lt;br /&gt;The small yellow flower from the story&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;从出生那年就飘着&lt;br /&gt;cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe&lt;br /&gt;Was wandering since he day she was born&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;童年的荡秋千&lt;br /&gt;tong nian de dang qiu qian&lt;br /&gt;Swinging on a swing in her childhood&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;随记忆一直晃到现在&lt;br /&gt;sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai&lt;br /&gt;Swinging her memories all the way until now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一&lt;br /&gt;re sou sou xi dou xi&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ&lt;br /&gt;la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(*note: there is no translation for these two lines, they're merely a musical scale such as do re mi fa so la...)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;吹着前奏望着天空&lt;br /&gt;chui zhe qian zou wang zhe tian kong&lt;br /&gt;Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;我想起花瓣试着掉落&lt;br /&gt;wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhe diao luo&lt;br /&gt;I think of petals trying to fall&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;为你翘课的那一天&lt;br /&gt;wei ni tiao ke de na yi tian&lt;br /&gt;That day I skipped school for you;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;花落的那一天&lt;br /&gt;hua luo de na yi tian&lt;br /&gt;That day the flower fell;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;教室的那一间&lt;br /&gt;jiao shi de na yi jian&lt;br /&gt;The space of the classroom;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;我怎么看不见&lt;br /&gt;wo zen me kan bu jian&lt;br /&gt;Why can’t I see it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;消失的下雨天&lt;br /&gt;xiao shi de xia yu tian&lt;br /&gt;That rainy day that disappeared -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;我好想再淋一遍&lt;br /&gt;wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian&lt;br /&gt;How I want to be rained upon again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;没想到失去的勇气我还留着&lt;br /&gt;mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe&lt;br /&gt;Never thought that I still kept my lost courage&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;好想再问一遍&lt;br /&gt;hao xiang zai wen yi bian&lt;br /&gt;How I want to ask again:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;你会等待还是离开&lt;br /&gt;ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai&lt;br /&gt;Will you wait or will you go away?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;刮风这天 我试过握着你手&lt;br /&gt;gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou&lt;br /&gt;That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;但偏偏 雨渐渐&lt;br /&gt;dan pian pian yu jian jian&lt;br /&gt;But unfortunetly, the rain kept on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;大到我看你不见&lt;br /&gt;da dao wo kan ni bu jian&lt;br /&gt;Falling until I couldn’t see you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;还要多久 我才能在你身边&lt;br /&gt;hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian&lt;br /&gt;How much longer until I can be beside you again?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点&lt;br /&gt;deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian&lt;br /&gt;Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;从前从前 有个人爱你很久&lt;br /&gt;cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu&lt;br /&gt;Long ago, a person loved you for so long&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;但偏偏 风渐渐&lt;br /&gt;dan pian pian feng jian jian&lt;br /&gt;But unfortunetly, the wind kept on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;把距离吹得好远&lt;br /&gt;ba ju li chui de hao yuan&lt;br /&gt;Blowing, widening the gap so much further&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;好不容易 又能再多爱一天&lt;br /&gt;hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian&lt;br /&gt;So difficult, (I have) another day to love again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜&lt;br /&gt;dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bai bai&lt;br /&gt;But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;'How long?''How long?''How long?''How long?''How long?''How long?''How long?''How long?'&lt;br /&gt;I'm tired.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-327188277428151825?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/327188277428151825/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=327188277428151825' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/327188277428151825'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/327188277428151825'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/it-aches.html' title='It aches.'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-4496484102235545278</id><published>2007-07-24T14:49:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-24T14:54:39.104+08:00</updated><title type='text'>H-O-L-D</title><content type='html'>Refer to lyrics. (Japanese song)&lt;br /&gt;Lyrics that aches me.&lt;br /&gt;Sunmin thanx Kubota - Keep Holding You&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object height="350" width="425"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/2UptjM2IVz8"&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/2UptjM2IVz8" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="350" width="425"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Romanized, Kanji, English.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yume (wa) naze ka hakanaku te&lt;br /&gt;Asa no kaze ga sotto ubau&lt;br /&gt;Koi (wa) fui ni kurushime te&lt;br /&gt;Kotoba yuki jou subete tojikomeru&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Togire nai ( togire nai )&lt;br /&gt;Kono negai ( kono negai )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Koe ni nara nai itoshi sa (wa)&lt;br /&gt;Koraeru hodo ni afure dashi te ku&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mamori tai ( mamori tai )&lt;br /&gt;Mayowa nai ( mayoe nai )&lt;br /&gt;Kasane ta kodou hate made&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Meguri ae ta inochi (wa)&lt;br /&gt;Toki mo koe te hibiki au&lt;br /&gt;Tatoe namida otoshi te mo&lt;br /&gt;Dakishime rare te zutto Keep holding you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kimi ga kure ta jounetsu o&lt;br /&gt;Kisetsu ni kae te kaeshi te iko u&lt;br /&gt;Kimi ni somaru merodii o&lt;br /&gt;Kaze ni nose te zutto todokeyo u&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mamori tai ( mamori tai )&lt;br /&gt;Mayowa nai ( mayoe nai )&lt;br /&gt;Mune no tsubasa hiroge te&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kono uchuu o iro doru&lt;br /&gt;Kake ra no mama kanji au&lt;br /&gt;Tatoe tooku hanare te mo&lt;br /&gt;Dakishime te iru zutto&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Meguri ae ta inochi ha&lt;br /&gt;Toki mo koe te hibiki au&lt;br /&gt;Tatoe namida otoshi te mo&lt;br /&gt;Dakishime rare te zutto Keep holding you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let me love you&lt;br /&gt;I will hold you&lt;br /&gt;Let me squeeze you&lt;br /&gt;And we ' re gonna sing this song&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let me love you&lt;br /&gt;I will hold you&lt;br /&gt;Let me squeeze you&lt;br /&gt;Baby on&amp;on&amp;amp;on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;夢は なぜか はかなくて&lt;br /&gt;朝の風が そっと奪う&lt;br /&gt;恋は ふいに 苦しめて&lt;br /&gt;ことば ゆき場 すべて 閉じこめる&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;途切れない(途切れない)&lt;br /&gt;この願い(この願い)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;声に ならない 愛しさは&lt;br /&gt;こらえるほどに あふれ出してく&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;守りたい(守りたい)&lt;br /&gt;迷わない(迷えない)&lt;br /&gt;重ねた鼓動果てまで&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;めぐり 逢えた 命は&lt;br /&gt;時も越えて 響きあう&lt;br /&gt;たとえ 涙 落としても&lt;br /&gt;抱きしめられて ずっと Keep holding you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;君がくれた情熱を&lt;br /&gt;季節に変えて返していこう&lt;br /&gt;君に染まるメロディーを&lt;br /&gt;風に乗せてずっと届けよう&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;守りたい(守りたい)&lt;br /&gt;迷わない(迷えない)&lt;br /&gt;胸の翼広げて&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;この宇宙を 色どる&lt;br /&gt;かけらのまま 感じ合う&lt;br /&gt;たとえ遠く 離れても&lt;br /&gt;抱きしめている ずっと&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;めぐり 逢えた 命は&lt;br /&gt;時も越えて 響きあう&lt;br /&gt;たとえ 涙 落としても&lt;br /&gt;抱きしめられて ずっと Keep holding you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let me love you&lt;br /&gt;I will hold you&lt;br /&gt;Let me squeeze you&lt;br /&gt;And we're gonna sing this song&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let me love you&lt;br /&gt;I will hold you&lt;br /&gt;Let me squeeze you&lt;br /&gt;Baby on＆on＆on&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just being a dream, so useless&lt;br /&gt;I open my eyes and the wind softly blows&lt;br /&gt;love suddenly makes your heart tighten&lt;br /&gt;my words, your way, I’ll keep it in me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;until when (until when)&lt;br /&gt;a yearning heart (a yearning heart)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a wanting that can’t be explained&lt;br /&gt;trying to hold it in but little by little it starts to fall out&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’ll watch over you (I’ll watch over you)&lt;br /&gt;I won’t hesitate (I won’t hesitate)&lt;br /&gt;until we stop breathing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what I’ve been looking for a long time&lt;br /&gt;matching love’s melodies&lt;br /&gt;even if the tears keep falling&lt;br /&gt;forever being with you, Keep holding you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hold the passion you gave me in my two hands&lt;br /&gt;as the seasons go by I want to return to you&lt;br /&gt;the familiar melody&lt;br /&gt;I’ll put it in the wind and send it to you&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I’ll watch over you (watch over you)&lt;br /&gt;won’t hesitate (won’t hesitate)&lt;br /&gt;with my heart’s wings, I want to fly&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the vast sky&lt;br /&gt;becoming something small to feel you&lt;br /&gt;no matter how far I am&lt;br /&gt;I’ll be with you forever&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let me love you&lt;br /&gt;I will hold you&lt;br /&gt;Let me squeeze you&lt;br /&gt;And we’re gonna sing this song&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let me love you&lt;br /&gt;I will hold you&lt;br /&gt;Let me squeeze you&lt;br /&gt;Baby on &amp; on &amp;amp; on…&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-4496484102235545278?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/4496484102235545278/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=4496484102235545278' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/4496484102235545278'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/4496484102235545278'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/h-o-l-d.html' title='H-O-L-D'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-1556211214197370418</id><published>2007-07-24T03:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-24T03:18:34.386+08:00</updated><title type='text'>3:17 AM wonder.</title><content type='html'>It's late, but who cares, niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee song. =]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;'Someone like me' by Atomic Kittens&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/wEUAsupI0w4"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/wEUAsupI0w4" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Don't let your head rule you heart&lt;br /&gt;Don't let your world be torn apart&lt;br /&gt;Don't keep it all to yourself&lt;br /&gt;Just let all your emotions run free with someone like me&lt;br /&gt;That's the way it should be&lt;br /&gt;Someone like me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know Its hard when you're feeling down&lt;br /&gt;To lift your feet up off the ground&lt;br /&gt;We make mistakes but doesn't everybody&lt;br /&gt;You don't always have to agree with someone like me&lt;br /&gt;That's the way it should be&lt;br /&gt;Someone like me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We know the story so far (what you want and who you are)&lt;br /&gt;What you want and who you are (Free)&lt;br /&gt;Let all your emotions run free&lt;br /&gt;You don't always have to agree&lt;br /&gt;With someone like me&lt;br /&gt;That's the way it should be&lt;br /&gt;Someone like me&lt;br /&gt;Someone like me &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S I keep freaking wanta vomita. F***&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-1556211214197370418?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/1556211214197370418/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=1556211214197370418' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/1556211214197370418'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/1556211214197370418'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/317-am-wonder.html' title='3:17 AM wonder.'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-2153568307626165140</id><published>2007-07-24T00:22:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-24T01:10:39.824+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Questions.</title><content type='html'>Miserable.&lt;br /&gt;Disbelieve.&lt;br /&gt;Murdered.&lt;br /&gt;Soulless.&lt;br /&gt;I've been robbed of my heart and soul.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned, forgive, and ye shall be forgiven."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Luke 6:37~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Corruption recently even resurfaced itself in my family.&lt;br /&gt;Can't really post any, cause what i say might ignite, and break my whole family up.&lt;br /&gt;Childish, pathetic, and unwilling to listen.&lt;br /&gt;God help us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Money is a good servant but a bad master."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt;"Nobody has ever before asked the nuclear family to live all by itself in a box the way we do.  With no relatives, no support, we've put it in an impossible situation". &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p align="left"&gt; &lt;/p&gt; ~Margaret Mead&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You people need a 19 year old kid to lecture you people?&lt;br /&gt;Shameless.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Calling you people having religions adults who are able to think?&lt;br /&gt;What are you people doing now?&lt;br /&gt;Disgrace.&lt;br /&gt;A total disgrace to your religions.&lt;br /&gt;Don't want to add further more.&lt;br /&gt;Hope it won't get any worst.&lt;br /&gt;It's lame.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You live once, you screw it up, you won't be able to unscrew it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So will I sing praise unto thy name for ever. that I may daily perform my vows."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I never forget, not yet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Love is profound. I love the way I Corinthians 13: speaks of love: as being as strong as death itself..it cannot be killed by time or disaster; it cannot be bought ... not even by the richest king! It must be accepted as agift from God and then shared within the guidelines that God provides: striving to make your love a reflection of the perfect love that comes fromGod himself. There are so many types of love but the truest, purest,unconditional, most faithful love is that love of God and that is "agape"love."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Think.&lt;br /&gt;Your mind is a gift.&lt;br /&gt;Or should i say the people around me.&lt;br /&gt;'THINK'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Family, Love, Money, Career. ETC.&lt;br /&gt;'All are forgiven'&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A song which is quite old, regardless, still a nice song, that made me think.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;'Where is the love' by Black Eyed Peas&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/PJV9EMkv0u4"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/PJV9EMkv0u4" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What's wrong with the world mama?&lt;br /&gt;People living like aint got no mamas&lt;br /&gt;I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama&lt;br /&gt;Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma&lt;br /&gt;Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism&lt;br /&gt;But we still got terrorists here livin&lt;br /&gt;In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK&lt;br /&gt;But if you only have love for your own race&lt;br /&gt;Then you only leave space to discriminate&lt;br /&gt;And to discriminate only generates hate&lt;br /&gt;And if you hatin you're bound to get irate&lt;br /&gt;Yeah madness is what you demonstrate&lt;br /&gt;And that's exactly how anger works and operates&lt;br /&gt;You gotta have love just to set it straight&lt;br /&gt;Take control of your mind and meditate&lt;br /&gt;Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People killing people dying&lt;br /&gt;Children hurtin you hear them crying&lt;br /&gt;Can you practice what you preach&lt;br /&gt;Would you turn the other cheek?&lt;br /&gt;Father Father Father help us&lt;br /&gt;Send some guidance from above&lt;br /&gt;Cause people got me got me questioning&lt;br /&gt;Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It just ain't the same all ways have changed&lt;br /&gt;New days are strange is the world the insane?&lt;br /&gt;If love and peace so strong&lt;br /&gt;Why are there pieces of love that don't belong&lt;br /&gt;Nations dropping bombs&lt;br /&gt;Chemical gases filling lungs of little ones&lt;br /&gt;With ongoing suffering&lt;br /&gt;As the youth die young&lt;br /&gt;So ask yourself is the loving really strong?&lt;br /&gt;So I can ask myself really what is going wrong&lt;br /&gt;With this world that we living in&lt;br /&gt;People keep on giving in&lt;br /&gt;Makin wrong decisions&lt;br /&gt;Only visions of them livin and&lt;br /&gt;Not respecting each other&lt;br /&gt;Deny thy brother&lt;br /&gt;The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover&lt;br /&gt;The truth is kept secret&lt;br /&gt;Swept under the rug&lt;br /&gt;If you never know truth&lt;br /&gt;Then you never know love&lt;br /&gt;Where's the love y'all?(I don't know)&lt;br /&gt;Where's the truth y'all?(I don't know)&lt;br /&gt;Where's the love y'all?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People killing people dying&lt;br /&gt;Children hurtin you hear them crying&lt;br /&gt;Can practice what you preach&lt;br /&gt;Would you turn the other cheek?&lt;br /&gt;Father father father help us&lt;br /&gt;Send some guidance from above&lt;br /&gt;Cause people got me got me questioning&lt;br /&gt;Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the lovex2)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder&lt;br /&gt;As I'm getting older y'all people get colder&lt;br /&gt;Most of us only care about money makin&lt;br /&gt;Selfishness got us followin the wrong direction&lt;br /&gt;Wrong information always shown by the media&lt;br /&gt;Negative images is the main criteria&lt;br /&gt;Infecting their young minds faster than bacteria&lt;br /&gt;Kids wanna act like what the see in the cinema&lt;br /&gt;Whatever happened to the values of humanity&lt;br /&gt;Whatever happened to the fairness and equality&lt;br /&gt;Instead of spreading love, we're spreading anomosity&lt;br /&gt;Lack of understanding, leading us away from unity&lt;br /&gt;That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling under&lt;br /&gt;That's the reason why sometimes I'm feeling down&lt;br /&gt;It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feeling under&lt;br /&gt;I gotta keep my faith alive, until love is found&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People killing people dying&lt;br /&gt;Children hurtin you hear them crying&lt;br /&gt;Can you practice what you preach&lt;br /&gt;Would you turn the other cheek?&lt;br /&gt;Father Father Father help us&lt;br /&gt;Send some guidance from above&lt;br /&gt;Cause people got me got me questioning&lt;br /&gt;Where is the love?(fade) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S Lyrics might varies from MV to Song.&lt;br /&gt;And i'm ultimately a free thinker.&lt;br /&gt;But i believe in one ultimate God.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-2153568307626165140?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-8872016334631949615</id><published>2007-07-15T17:13:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-15T17:24:21.130+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Been there, done that.</title><content type='html'>We never had the thinking of you might get cheated outside, it's just that this world is too complicated, complicated to the point, you won't ever understand it, until you've been through it.&lt;br /&gt;We've been through it, we know how it feels, we don't want you to go through it.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-8872016334631949615?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-2689512684707367263</id><published>2007-07-15T13:06:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-15T13:16:51.274+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Disturbed.</title><content type='html'>Feeling very disturbed by a couple of things.&lt;br /&gt;I really do not want her to get cheated.&lt;br /&gt;But i want her to know and learn, but what if she do not learn and learn it the hard way?&lt;br /&gt;It's too late, she regretted and she will suffer, but i do not want her to suffer.&lt;br /&gt;"Friends" to me.&lt;br /&gt;I do not know why she trust that person so much.&lt;br /&gt;For i tell myself i could learn to trust.&lt;br /&gt;I did what i told myself.&lt;br /&gt;That person gave me 'the' word.&lt;br /&gt;But failed to deliver it.&lt;br /&gt;That completely destroys my trust.&lt;br /&gt;But does she know?&lt;br /&gt;She don't.&lt;br /&gt;Please heed my advice. Please. Not that i never tried or do not want to trust.&lt;br /&gt;I tried, and it failed, i did not get the trust, instead deepen the wound.&lt;br /&gt;Hope you also did not forget what happen in your secondary school years when you trusted your "friend" too much.&lt;br /&gt;I still care, i'm concerned, and listen to me before it's too late.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-2689512684707367263?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/2689512684707367263/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=2689512684707367263' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/2689512684707367263'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/2689512684707367263'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/disturbed.html' title='Disturbed.'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-4286163391460381362</id><published>2007-07-15T12:21:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-15T12:47:31.001+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Dedicated to her. (2)</title><content type='html'>Another song.&lt;br /&gt;Last Song by Gackt&lt;br /&gt;                                 Atemonaku hitori samayoi arukitsuzuketa&lt;br /&gt;Kasuka na toiki o tada shiroku somete&lt;br /&gt;Utsuri kawari yuku kisetsu no sono hakanasa ni&lt;br /&gt;Wake mo naku namida ga koboreta&lt;br /&gt;"Ima mo aishite iru..."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru&lt;br /&gt;Zutto sora o miageteta&lt;br /&gt;Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara&lt;br /&gt;Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wakari aenakute nandomo kizutsuketeita&lt;br /&gt;Sonna toki demo itsumo yasashikute&lt;br /&gt;Fui ni watasareta yubiwa ni kizamareteita&lt;br /&gt;Futari no yakusoku wa kanawanai mama ni&lt;br /&gt;"Ima mo oboeteiru..."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Toozakaru omoide wa itsumademo mabushi sugite&lt;br /&gt;Motto soba ni itakatta&lt;br /&gt;Mou nido to aenai kedo itsumo soba de sasaete kureta&lt;br /&gt;Anata dake wa kawaranai de ite&lt;br /&gt;Saigo ni miseta namida ga kisenakute&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kono shiroi yukitachi to issho ni kiete shimattemo&lt;br /&gt;Anata no kokoro no naka ni zutto saite itai kara&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yorisotte dakiatta nukumori wa wasurenaide ne&lt;br /&gt;Chigau dareka o aishitemo&lt;br /&gt;Saigo ni kiita anata no koe o kono mama zutto hanasanai mama&lt;br /&gt;Fukaku nemuri ni ochitai&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Furitsuzuku kanashimi wa masshiro na yuki ni kawaru&lt;br /&gt;Zutto sora o miageteta&lt;br /&gt;Kono karada ga kieru mae ni ima negai ga todoku no nara&lt;br /&gt;Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete&lt;br /&gt;"Mou ichido tsuyoku dakishimete.."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KYMjrAOD1oE"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KYMjrAOD1oE" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Translation&lt;br /&gt;Walking around aimlessly by myself&lt;br /&gt;Breathing a faint sigh, my breath turns white&lt;br /&gt;Seasons change, and in this fleeting season..&lt;br /&gt;My tears fall for no reason&lt;br /&gt;"Even now, I still love you&lt;br /&gt;Falling sadness transforms into pure white snow&lt;br /&gt;I'm always looking at the sky above me&lt;br /&gt;Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now&lt;br /&gt;Once more, I want to hold you&lt;br /&gt;How many times have we not understood and hurt eachother&lt;br /&gt;But even at those times, we were still gentle&lt;br /&gt;Engraved on the ring that you suddenly gave back to me&lt;br /&gt;..Was our promise that will never come true&lt;br /&gt;"Even now, I remember..&lt;br /&gt;These far off thoughts are just brilliant flashes in my memory&lt;br /&gt;I wanted to be next to you&lt;br /&gt;Even though I can't see you anymore, I'll always be next to you&lt;br /&gt;I never want you to change&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't erase those last tears that you showed me [from my memory&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In your heart, if I disappear along with all these snowflakes&lt;br /&gt;I want to bloom [in your heart once again]&lt;br /&gt;Don't forget the warmth of us being close together, and hugging&lt;br /&gt;Don't forget even if you love someone else&lt;br /&gt;I'll never let go [of the memory] of when I heard your voice last and so&lt;br /&gt;..I just want to fall into a deep sleep&lt;br /&gt;Continuously falling sadness transforms into pure white snow&lt;br /&gt;I'm always looking at the sky above me&lt;br /&gt;Before this body disappears, I want to reach the wish I have now&lt;br /&gt;I want to hold you once more&lt;br /&gt;"I want to hold you once more"&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-4286163391460381362?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/4286163391460381362/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=4286163391460381362' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/4286163391460381362'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/4286163391460381362'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/dedicated-to-her-2.html' title='Dedicated to her. (2)'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-245908844096556979</id><published>2007-07-14T13:11:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-14T13:14:20.550+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Fate.</title><content type='html'>I'll have to believe in it somehow.&lt;br /&gt;It's just terrible to just wake up from sleep, i dread sleep.&lt;br /&gt;May destiny and fate bring us together.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-245908844096556979?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-5874173350085036424</id><published>2007-07-13T22:54:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-13T23:03:00.865+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Dedicated to her.</title><content type='html'>&lt;span&gt;Another song dedicated to her.&lt;br /&gt;An Jing by Jay Chou&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天&lt;br /&gt;睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;我想你已表现的非常明白&lt;br /&gt;我懂我也知道你没有舍不得&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;你说你也会难过我不相信&lt;br /&gt;牵着你陪着我也只是曾经&lt;br /&gt;希望他是真的比我还要爱你&lt;br /&gt;我才会逼自己离开&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开&lt;br /&gt;为什么还要我用微笑来带过&lt;br /&gt;我没有这种天份包容你也接受他&lt;br /&gt;不用担心的太多我会一直好好过&lt;br /&gt;你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开&lt;br /&gt;为什么我连分开都迁就着你&lt;br /&gt;我真的没有天份安静的没这么快&lt;br /&gt;我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" 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/&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color:#333333;"&gt;愛你　不是因為你的美而已  &lt;br /&gt;我越來越愛你　每個眼神觸動我的心  &lt;br /&gt;因為你讓我看見Forever　才了解自己  &lt;br /&gt;未來這些日子　要好好珍惜  &lt;br /&gt;愛我　有些痛楚　有些不公平  &lt;br /&gt;如果真的愛我　不是理所當然的決定  &lt;br /&gt;感到妳的呼吸在我耳邊　像微風神奇  &lt;br /&gt;溫柔的安撫　我的不安定  &lt;br /&gt;所以我~要　每天研究你的笑容　Ooh 多麼自然  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;※ Forever love Forever love　我只想用我這一輩子去愛你  &lt;br /&gt;從今以後　你會是所有　幸福的理由 ※  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;愛情是場最美最遠的旅行  &lt;br /&gt;沿途雨季泥濘　偶爾阻礙我們的前進  &lt;br /&gt;感到妳的體溫在我懷裡　像陽光和煦  &lt;br /&gt;巧妙的融化　我的不安定  &lt;br /&gt;不可思議　證明我愛你的理由　Ooh 多麼自然  &lt;br /&gt;Repeat ※  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;妳感動的眼睛　我沉默的聲音  &lt;br /&gt;彷彿就是最好的證明  &lt;br /&gt;就讓我在說一次 I love you oh (直到永遠)  &lt;br /&gt;Repeat ※  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Eb5lpWGBg0I"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Eb5lpWGBg0I" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-5777980230070051550?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/5777980230070051550/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=5777980230070051550' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/5777980230070051550'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/5777980230070051550'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/just-for-special-someone-i-love-most.html' title='Just for the special someone i love most.'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-2089063999777335049</id><published>2007-07-12T04:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-12T04:42:36.629+08:00</updated><title type='text'>God.</title><content type='html'>God help me.&lt;br /&gt;Even the shooting star i saw last time, won't help me.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-2089063999777335049?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/2089063999777335049/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=2089063999777335049' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/2089063999777335049'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/2089063999777335049'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/god.html' title='God.'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-1825470839021781450</id><published>2007-07-12T01:14:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-12T01:30:40.520+08:00</updated><title type='text'>...</title><content type='html'>Those who do not learn from the past, are condemn to repeat them in the future.&lt;br /&gt;I've learnt, and i won't ever repeat it again.&lt;br /&gt;God gave us feelings, to be able to feel, happiness, sadness, even anger.&lt;br /&gt;Ultimately, what we did, far worst than what we can imagine, our creator forgave us.&lt;br /&gt;His son died for our sins.&lt;br /&gt;God is forgiving, God taught us how to forgive, through his forgiveness, we felt love from god and we are able to live happily.&lt;br /&gt;Or we'll be dead by now.&lt;br /&gt;Our sins are intolerable, think about it.&lt;br /&gt;God loves us.&lt;br /&gt;Through love and forgiveness, God gave us life.&lt;br /&gt;Your forgiveness can save someone.&lt;br /&gt;Love will make the whole world a better place.&lt;br /&gt;No sin is too hard to forgive if that person confessed and admit and most importantly, &lt;span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"&gt;learnt from his/her mistakes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;It's still love that kept me alive till now, i still love her very much, so much no words can decribe,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;when times are desperade i pray to God, hoping to bless us with everlasting love, which i swear i'll make that happen.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;I Love You&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);"&gt;300706&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-1825470839021781450?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/1825470839021781450/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=1825470839021781450' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/1825470839021781450'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/1825470839021781450'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/blog-post_3110.html' title='...'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-1761126751521440089</id><published>2007-07-11T02:16:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-11T02:20:02.855+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Just feel like dying.</title><content type='html'>I don't know anymore.&lt;br /&gt;It just hurts. So much.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been seeing things i shouldn't be seeing. It's clear i'm still right from the start.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It just hurts.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-1761126751521440089?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/1761126751521440089/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=1761126751521440089' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/1761126751521440089'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/1761126751521440089'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/just-feel-like-dying.html' title='Just feel like dying.'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-2045664325891722334</id><published>2007-07-10T21:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-10T21:32:52.842+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Godlike slimming programme. Guaranteed!</title><content type='html'>:)&lt;br /&gt;:)&lt;br /&gt;:)&lt;br /&gt;F***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To start off, i'm proud to annouce that my weight gain has come to an end! From a not so satisfying 52Kg, i dropped back to 50Kg in just a week!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;F***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please call 6******* if u wish to apply. :)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways, back to serious main topic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wonder why these few days i can't really sleep, can't eat, my freaking eyeblacks are getting thicker by the day. Can't really have time to sleep though, lotsa things to decide. Just when i thought i'm "godlike" for being able to sleep just mearly 3hrs30mins for last time having to wake up and go to school... I MET MY MATCH. Apparently my friend Gary, that no good sucka actually slept at 5am, and woke up at 6am to go to school!&lt;br /&gt;DAMN. And all although i was the best for being able to sleep ONLY during wee hours during the morning, and wake up at 8am to jack off to p***. :)))))))))))))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was wrong. F***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok i'm still not so serious, maybe i'm trying hard to become cool and calm, and my freaking ulcer is making me insane, it's so huge that you though an asteroid fell on it, it hurts, even if i'm taking like a sweet??? F*** and i can't find my cream which is supposingly able to treat my ulcer anywhere.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Argh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My mind is blank now. I don't even know what i'm posting, or what i'm going to post. Maybe later?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yea ciaos people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;P.S Deleted previous post cause i have to, don't ask me why.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-2045664325891722334?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/2045664325891722334/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=2045664325891722334' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/2045664325891722334'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/2045664325891722334'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/07/godlike-slimming-programme-guaranteed.html' title='Godlike slimming programme. Guaranteed!'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-4151990132283764706</id><published>2007-03-03T01:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-03-03T02:34:25.958+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Singapore's very own olympic champions.</title><content type='html'>New blog, little things, can't really blame anyone, schedule was tight for me these few days, work etc etc.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well last week i got a nice little part time job, from LTA i suppose, which was about a taxi survey, where you are suppose to take the arrival time of the passengers and the boarding time, and also the numbers of taxi on the stand every 5mins. 4 days in total, friday to monday, &lt;em&gt;seng nang &lt;/em&gt;is &lt;em&gt;seng nang la,&lt;/em&gt; but then it was boring! As my friend and i got a post in Chinatown, or you can say Havelock road, because it was just opposite the Subordinate Court.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So you can imagine i'm taking mrt during that 4 days, and something caught my attention, something which i'm so amazed by it so long ago, but do not have a place to put in down, but now i have! It is our Singapore's very own olympic champions, the '&lt;em&gt;aunties'.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;Ever tried getting a seat at MRT interchanges? Like Jurong East? Dhoby Ghaut? Raffles City?&lt;br /&gt;It's impossible! Why? If you have noticed, all the seats are snatched away by our &lt;em&gt;aunties&lt;/em&gt;, who smile with glee after winning a seat. Let me list down the situation which i've noticed over the months.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Example , you stay in Boon Lay, and one fine day you wanted to go to Woodlands, maybe to get something, and it was during the peak hours, around mayb 5 eh? So you happily got on your train and prepare to alight at Jurong East to get on the North-South line. But just 1min before you reach Jurong East, you sensed something was not right (&lt;em&gt;a bomb? tee hee hee)&lt;/em&gt;, but no! Wait, you looked around, and you found &lt;em&gt;aunties &lt;/em&gt;aged around maybe 30? 40? 50? I don't know, it's all up to your imaginations :D. They were all on the left side, staring to the right window with their menacing glare, holding on tight to their bags as if they will sprout wings and fly away. Suddenly all of them got on their feet, and trample their way to the door, just then you realised you are already at Jurong East interchange, and the train for the North-South line has already arrived! Of course you wanted a sit, as it's still quite a long way to Woodlands yeah? You tried to squeeze a little to the door, but to no avail. Just as the door opened, the &lt;em&gt;aunties &lt;/em&gt;went on a rampage! Knocking down everything in their path, you followed them on the back closely, but found out that &lt;em&gt;aunties &lt;/em&gt;who are trying to come in, are trying as hard as the&lt;em&gt; aunties &lt;/em&gt;trying to get out! At long last you got your first breath of fresh air, other than the different brands of medicated oil you breath in during the conflict. So you got a hold of yourself and head towards the train. But you noticed that the &lt;em&gt;aunties &lt;/em&gt;are mowing their way into the train, running, sprinting, flying, or whatever you might call it. You board on the train and found out there were no more seats, all of them were taken! By the &lt;em&gt;aunties, &lt;/em&gt;all smiling with glee, with their golden teeth glittering and their imaginary golden medals around their necks. Little seats with gaps are quickly taken up by the runner ups, which of course are booked by the champions themselves!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;F***! :D&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then suddenly they alight 1 or 2 stops from Jurong East, which their seats will be taken by another group of champions, which really makes you wonder, they can't stand for F***ing 1 or 2 stops, but they sure can run! Much faster then youngsters!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't know if you people had suffered this before, for those who seldom take public transports, or trains, i strongly suggest you not to, even this happens in buses, you might get injured, or get trampled on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ok i was joking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You guys might experienced this before, some of you might not, but this has happened to me so many times, i'm fed up, pissed! For someone who has to take the train often, or say, take a long trip, you will feel F***ed, i'm sure.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The government should recruit these &lt;em&gt;aunties &lt;/em&gt;to the olympics. Sure win!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Na beh ^^ (Very dulan)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-4151990132283764706?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/4151990132283764706/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=4151990132283764706' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/4151990132283764706'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/4151990132283764706'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/03/singapores-very-own-olympic-champions.html' title='Singapore&apos;s very own olympic champions.'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-7984401224214224955</id><published>2007-02-24T00:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-24T00:25:24.449+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Just stab me in my heart.</title><content type='html'>Long day, am tired, waited, and she isn't home. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried.&lt;br /&gt;Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried. Worried.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Weeps*&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-7984401224214224955?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/7984401224214224955/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=7984401224214224955' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/7984401224214224955'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/7984401224214224955'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/02/just-stab-me-in-my-heart.html' title='Just stab me in my heart.'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7599056567871766075.post-438737166724476490</id><published>2007-02-23T00:39:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-02-23T00:48:05.943+08:00</updated><title type='text'>The Opening of Edfliction!</title><content type='html'>Opening of Edfliction! Don't quite know how to start it, so what the heck, i'll just start it off quick and easy. Still feeling weird having to type all my thoughts and feelings in here, even my life story, but that's what a blog is all about huh. But that's all good, at least i can throw up all my distresses here, or happiness, record what had or will might happen in my life. Guess another purpose is to post my opinions, on maybe recent events, just hope i don't lose the motivation to blog even i'm just started.&lt;br /&gt;Don't worry, this is a &lt;span style="color:#ffffff;"&gt;100%&lt;/span&gt; halah blog, welcome everyone. :)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7599056567871766075-438737166724476490?l=edfliction.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/feeds/438737166724476490/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7599056567871766075&amp;postID=438737166724476490' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/438737166724476490'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7599056567871766075/posts/default/438737166724476490'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://edfliction.blogspot.com/2007/02/opening-of-edfliction.html' title='The Opening of Edfliction!'/><author><name>Edfliction</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/17093492081380371211</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='22' height='32' src='http://i196.photobucket.com/albums/aa295/Project0_album/Love4eva.jpg'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
